Anxiety in the face of uncertainty is normal and natural. In many ways, your world view has been deconstructed. This is a disorienting process, but one that is rife wiht potential. You will naturally gravitate towards your old beliefs and structures if you don’t provide space to just be in stillness.
Be o.k. without having the answers or even a clear path forward. Find solace in the stillness, the emptiness, and take baby steps forward only when you feel balanced and ready.
It is not unlike your ayahuasca journey, where you found it difficult to walk and sometimes needed several attempts to make it to the bathroom.
Relax into the not-knowing. All things are transpiring as they are meant to transpiring in their perfect timing. Sometimes the stillness is indication that the Universe is still aligning collaborative components that are indeed contributing to your greater good and the greater good of all that is.
Note: These messages are received through daily meditation and are meant to be shared. I offer them here in love. If a particular message resonates with you, it’s because it was meant for you as much as it was meant for me.